tonight i die. Okay maybe some other time.

Right now I'm on my bed, my chemistry textbook opened on my forehead as I'm writing this. I have chem test tomorrow and I know nothing. Anyway I have about a million things running in my mind... Apart from chem, obviously. Deadline for Unicef illustrations is this week, I'm still grieving over some asshole I tattooed, I still don't know where to go for college, and there's this little half Japanese kid-- younger by two years, fyi-- who keeps on bugging me in a weird way and it's creeping me out. I have a mixed up feeling about everything and I hate myself for it cuz I always feel this way lately. I need my D girls, parties and booze!! Come to think of it we haven't had that much of get-togethers at my place that includes triple sec and more triple sec. But that'd be fairly impossible thanks to Unicef. Doing this for the hefty paychecks. Hefty. Paychecks. I'll keep that in mind.